thoughts

the laptop and internet are overstimulating to an annoying extent. i know this is normal, and it's what it is designed for, but it's so overstimulating it leaves me in a terrible state of inertia. even writing this entry is proving very difficult right now because since my mind is drawing at blanks, i must look at something that gives me instant gratification. and even if know all of this, i still fall victim to it; isn't it wonderful how this generation is so accustomed to debauchery? 

emotions are becoming increasingly foreign to talk about, and i vent less to my friends than i ever did before. it's better that way. it's better not thinking. 

i had kimchi rice with egg and it was good. my aunt bought a pack of coke zero, and i'm satisfied. what else? i think that's all. i've forgotten who lives inside this body. this is where i leave you.